Disappointment.

I'm not usually one of those people that openly show their feelings to everyone, but something that I will always be open about with others is my disappointment. I don't know why, it's a feeling that makes you regret, and make you challenge how you originally thought about that topic or person.

For me it comes in many forms, whether it is what a person has done or what I have done personally. But what ever the reason it leaves you feeling bitter, and slightly useless. What ever you put yourself forward to do, you put enough effort in for feel that sense of disappointment at the end if you didn't do as well as you expected. You must have felt connected and hopeful about it enough to be upset about it enough to feel like you should of done better.

Or maybe it was that hope of something better, maybe it is like the picture I put along with this- the anticipation of something to arrive, or open. And it's nothing like what you hoped for, that sigh of disappointment. That sigh of what you hoped. That sigh of regret.

So what is disappointment? Regret? Or what happens when you become over ambitious? Or false hope?

I know that I hate feeling being insecure about something, that false hope, that false sense of security. But disappointment is that feeling, just after everything happened. And there is no undo button.

So is disappointment more regret or just not expecting the outcome?

Ellie.